I'm extra stressed today. Hence, the need to write
I have been struggled to save up money so that I can get a car. I prefer to have high down payment so that the monthly commitment is still bearable. With that, I've been struggling to save up a third of my monthly salary.
Honestly, I want to buy a new car but the dude is planning to ask me to move with him. Which I do not know when. This uncertainty bugs my mind too. Like hello, please la make up your mind so that I won't stuck with crappy car for longer term just because of this.
And now, I am not having a good term with the dude. I've thinking of not following him too and such (Is it because of this pile up stress too?). He did not make any effort to cool me down too. I've felt neglected for a week already.
I've also received news from this crappy housemate who stole my friend that she is not going to move out from the house. Like what the hell, even her presence and the thought of her disgust me. She should shove herself in a hell hole. Now I have to bear with her still (for a freaking one more year).
I'm so bitter with everyone, with unfortunate events been revolving around me. I wish all these negativity goes away.