Am I really upsetting people?

 People told me that I have upset many people, which maybe I admit it. But the truth is, I have to be the bad cop here cos people around me are dumb as fuck. 

The expect me to tell my parents what they did, but when I am upsetting them, I am to be blame. Like what the hell people, from now on, I will not involve in anyone problem anymore. You can go to jail, you can do dumb shit, and I will just fucking shut up. Live your live like how you want to live with. 

And what's your problem to be involved in my life? Connecting my fucking mom to my newly mother in law. And when I told them that I fucking pissed, suddenly give me some wisdom words from Allah swt. Just because you gave me His words, doesn't means you can have the pass to step over the boundaries in my life. And just because mom started to be nice with you, showers yourself with good treatments, means that you can tell me to be nice to mom too. 

You can be hypocrite as much as you want, but don't drag me into this. I like the way it is and I do not plan on changing it ever. 

So go fuck yourself.  

Farm animal?

Today I found out that my baby sister might be suicidal. 

We found few scratch scars on the arm. My heart immediately beat harder than it could. I could never imagine this would be one of my worries. I know that she's only 14 yo but I can imagine there's a lot of stuff on her plate. 

She's living with my dad at home, and things at home are rough. Dad kept on shouting when asking for her help, not sure why, maybe he has unresolved issues himself, but that shouldn't be any reason for him to treat her poorly. 

And here I am far far away to help her. I feel hopeless. I cannot give her any mental support that she needs. I can't bring her away from dad too. Tbh, my dad is not perfect. Most of the time I hate him too. He's selfish, he's boastful, he's proud, and he's not a good dad. One time, when I told him that he should give my sister more attention and love, he told us that his job is to "Just feed and give shelter to her". Like what the hell does that means? She's not a farm animal to feed and give shelter, then slaughter the animal. 

It anger me. 

Gambia scam

 Hello everyone,

How's everyone going? 

Before I left, I found that my dad has been in contact with potential scammer. The story is so weird to be true. There's this lady that he met online, they were supposedly to be dating I think and he wanted to bring this lady back to Malaysia so that he can bring her out from a refugee camp in Gambia. I'm like, this is sketchy as fuck. He paid for a fake passport for this person so that she can travel to Malaysia. But then she died due to some shocking illness and unable to come to Malaysia. Apparently, when she died she inherited tones of gold and an unfinished hotel to my dad. The inheritance was from her late husband who was shot and killed for whatever reason.

I'm already cringed at this moment. 

So a lawyer contacted my dad that he needs to settle this inheritance as he was named as a successor. A witness was there and she used to work with this lady at a refugees camp. Oh bare in mind that there are   4 characters in this story already. More to come haha.

There are neighbor and a best friend who come later into this story to make this scam more realistic. I have found evidence that this witness lady who claimed to work with UNICEF did not exist. But of course they change their story that she is working in UNICEF on behalf for the government. The story is more implicated than this but I’m not gonna waste my energy on this weird fuck.

It's so obvious that this is a scam right? Even everyone who heard this story might agree with me. But why is my dad is so blinded with this that he cannot think straight? It's so frustrating. 

He told me that because there are paper documents for the will and other documents (this can easily be forged) , everything else that might be true. I am honestly too tired with this. I have tried my best to convince him and all he can say about me is that I am emotional. So that's it. He can go fuck with himself. 

I have sucks parents.