Today I found out that my baby sister might be suicidal.
We found few scratch scars on the arm. My heart immediately beat harder than it could. I could never imagine this would be one of my worries. I know that she's only 14 yo but I can imagine there's a lot of stuff on her plate.
She's living with my dad at home, and things at home are rough. Dad kept on shouting when asking for her help, not sure why, maybe he has unresolved issues himself, but that shouldn't be any reason for him to treat her poorly.
And here I am far far away to help her. I feel hopeless. I cannot give her any mental support that she needs. I can't bring her away from dad too. Tbh, my dad is not perfect. Most of the time I hate him too. He's selfish, he's boastful, he's proud, and he's not a good dad. One time, when I told him that he should give my sister more attention and love, he told us that his job is to "Just feed and give shelter to her". Like what the hell does that means? She's not a farm animal to feed and give shelter, then slaughter the animal.
It anger me.
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